Hi In addition lost my hubby once I had simply turned 32 after a decade of wedding as well as 2 young ones. It’s been 36 months and I also have always been in a relationship now having an amazing individual i’d known once I was at senior school. My hubby truthfully could perhaps not of hand picked somebody better for me personally. It’s so hard though. The emotions of shame and worry and looked at dealing with that once again over shadows the joy very often.